what if you don't know your own intentions? or, maybe, you are just hiding them from yourself? does that make you extremely intelligent or extremely crazy? is it possible to not know what you needed until you get it? why or why not? if it is possible to not know what you have until you lose then it can be possible to hide your feelings so well that even you forgot where you put them and start to questions whether you had them in the first place?
what you desire, when you desire it will never be what you desire when you attain it as you are ever evolving. The moment you attain what you think will be enough will be the same moment it is no longer enough. thats not to say it does not mean what it once did. your perspective has changed. the lens through which you view your life, the life you thought you wanted has since been altered. you only have one choice. Adapt. Adapt gracefully and find it in your heart to love the process. Your mind will calm in time.
ReplyDeletelove you. thanks for making me better.